Pregnant....What?!?

So I found out February 17th that I was going to be a mother. What?!? Yeah I never thought at I would be here, see I had a very small chance of getting pregnant. Well thats what they said anyways now I really don't think doctors know everything.... well obviously, or the father of my child has super sperm. Yeah I think I'll go with that. So I'm 14 weeks and everything seems to be going smoothly, no morning sickness, no symptoms really at all. Almost seems like its not real.

Oh, but it is. This is my first ultrasound I was only 7 weeks. I think the baby looks like a blobby, grasshopper or praying mantis. Its a baby none the less. Hopefully the next ultrasound will be a bit more clear. We shall see.

Are You Kidding Me.... This is A Joke Right?

Seriously?!? This is a joke right? Yeah ummm No I don't think it is.

In 2 hours this morning my life changed drastically, and all I can say is "WOW, How did I get here."

Eventually I will probably feel excited and happy about this change, but right now.... Not so much.

Anyhow time to accept, move on , and re-evaluate.

Im Back....

So it has been a year since I have even thought about writing a blog.... with good reason. 2009 was a whirl wind for me, but thats another story.  I feel great so far about 2010. Its going to be a good year(If I tell myself that, I believe maybe it will happen)!